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A Year Ago I Wanted To Kill Myself With this bag

Brandi NoBarExam West
1 min readJun 16, 2020

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“There is a toll eviction takes on a person’s spirit.”

My plan was to use this bag and suffocate myself.

June 2019

Last year I just wanted to die. I wanted to be dead.

I sent a picture of this bag to my 15 year old niece. I told her I was going to kill myself. She called and texted me constantly after that to not kill myself.

I was so broke. A few hours later her grandmother sent me some money.

I don’t want to be in that type of mental space again. But it’s possible.

I wonder if I would take my life someday. I wonder what mental state you have to be in. I feel like I wanted to die because of my situation.

Even though I was broke, a part of me knew that I had something. I have education and just need to take the bar exam.

Have you ever been so broke you wanted to die?

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