34, No Kids

People ask how I don’t have kids. There are many reasons why I don’t have kids.

One reason is I just have absolutely no desire or interest in procreating. I do not want to be a mother. I don’t see anything special about raising the next slaves who will be worker bees and be on the rat race struggling to find a job to pay bills. Why would I would to help maintain this horrible world? I’m not adding to the human population.

Another reason I don’t have kids is because I’m celibate. I don’t do the thing that create children. I don’t see myself ever having sex ever again. I have absolutely no interest in having sex with anyone. I don’t even see myself allowing any man to put his nasty sperm inside me. I’m not sure how women allow men to do that to them. I may have engaged in sex in the past, but never again. Even if I was in a relationship with a man and happened to fall in love, I don’t see myself having sex with him.

Why does love between a man and woman have to be expressed sexually? You love other people and don’t have sex with them. You love your siblings and parents and don’t have sex with them. Why do humans believe that they have to express love with someone through sex. I think different. I don’t think love has to be expressed sexually.

This world is too horrible for me to bring a human into this world. Do people not look around and see how fucked up this world is? We basically live in slavery. We are slaves. Why would I subject another human to this? That would be evil of me.

I don’t see life as a gift. People often say that life is a gift. I don’t see it that way. We have work, slave, and pay bills. You don’t get to do what you want. We live in slavery. We all imprisoned. There are rules, laws, stipulations. You can’t do what you want to do. People don’t want to acknowledge that. But we do live in prison.

Another reason I refuse to have children is because having children repeats the same thing I just did. It’s like watching a re-run on television. It’s like looking in a glass and watching the same thing. School, games, prom, driver’s license. It’s as if children are being bred and groomed to be the next worker bee slaves. They do the same exact things you just did. I don’t want to see what I already did again.

This world is too horrible for me to bring any human into it. I don’t see how people think life is a gift. I don’t understand how people don’t see anything wrong with this prison world we live in. No one ever says anything about this horrible world we live in. People are born, stay in one town their entire life, they never leave home. People think that’s all there’s to it to life and that is the only way of life.

I don’t want to wipe the shit off anyone ass. Hell, I don’t even want to wipe the shit off my own ass. What makes you think I want to have a baby and wipe their stinking little ass? I don’t. That’s not something I would enjoy doing.

I will never have children.